hey yall man its been a while since i updated !!! man i jus realized i've changed quite a bit since i've moved to murfreesboro!!! u won't belive me but i was all ghetto befor i moved here !!! i mean i would talk all gangster and hang out with the wrong crew, but i never did anything wrong!!!! i miss the way i used to be but i think i've changed for the best!!! wat do yall think ???
i jus talked to one of my so called "ex-bf's" today !!! he's changed a lot and i like it !!! i mean im not gonna go bak out with him but he treats me a lot diffrent than he did and i like it!!! i like when he talks to me like that, he makes me feel like everythings better!!! he cracks me up so bad !!! lol!!! i love him so much !!! but i don't tell him that bc it'll go to his head!!!! lol!!!
man skool!!! wow!!! i love my junior year!!! its so awesome !!! i mean i've changed so much that i don't care wat ppl think bout me anymore and i'm jus myself, and u kno wat i think ppl like me this way!!! im so glad that i have the friends i do!!! i mean they r so great !!!!
ive realized that sometimes i feel like im alone and then i look at my fone and there someone's callin me!!! lol!!! wow that really makes me feel great that i have a lot of friends that actually like keepin in touch !!! i jus hate the fact that my mom doesn't let me go out with them !!! she says " lubna i trust u but i don't trust your surroundings" !!! wat the heck !!! wat is that suppose to mean??? o well!!! moms i swear!!! lol!!!! can't live with them can't live without them!!!!
well guys i think i've written a looooooooooooot and u kno wat i could keep goin but i'd rather stop !!!! lol!!!!
love u guys forever and after,
 lubs
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!!! wat did i tell you meredith....i told you i would wanna update after i saw ur site
!!! ok maybe i might plan on visiting some family on the other side of the country
!!! hehehe
!!! well ummm my whole family is goin to canada and i can't bc of work and crap
!!! o ya guys i got my license
!!! but my dream car is a mercedes slk
